Surviving with out him...

Well, life has been a little less than lifeless... I miss my man. I hate to say my life is lifeless because he's not around, because I'm a very strong independent woman, my damn I miss him. No matter how strong I am or ever will be it's hard not to miss the love of your life. I miss his hugs, his kisses, his smell. I miss driving and having him grab my hand. I miss the inspiration he gives me at the gym. I miss reading outloud and catching him sleeping when he wants so bad to listen. I miss his spaghetti. I miss him driving... period. I miss his big strong arms that can pick me up off the couch when i've passed out and take me to bed. I miss him playing with my hair. I miss his big lower lip. I miss the way he wiggles and squirms when I touch his toes. I miss givin him a nice deep massage after a long day at work. I miss him winking at me. I miss the random mornings when he'd wake up and cook a nice breakfast. I miss making him stay in the bathroom while I take a bath so he can talk to me. I miss curling up on the couch with him to watch a Clint movie. I miss him picking me up from work. Even though he's done it hundreds of times I still grin ear to ear when I see him in the truck. I miss getting a second opinion, even if I don't agree. I miss listening to him laugh at O&A, then later trying to explain it to me. I miss snuggling up on his chest, I seem to fit perfectly. I miss his big hands. I've told him, I love that you can engulf my hand with yours. Just means you'll be able to protect me. Mostly I miss his presence. Knowing you get to come home to something, rather than nothing is just the best feeling in the world.

I just have to keep reminding myself it's all worth it. The wait, the loneliness, the pain... He's all worth it.

A new look

So after staring at my lame blog space for a while I decided it needed an update. This is what I came up with. It was a bunch of gadgets and such! I think the picture slide show and just the pictures are my favorite part. So what do y'all think?

In other news, apparently I have just under 42 days left until my baby is home. He's currently at Ft Sam, TX in reception to start AIT. 6 more weeks. That's all I have. BLAH! My lovely boss and co workers set up a big digital clock with a count down until W gets home for Christmas Exodus! It was sooo sweet of them!

I've just got back to the gym yesterday. I ran and it hurt, but I did it and again today. I guess you can call me a gluten for punishment :) You don't get in shape just sitting there! No gym tomorrow because the gators play! WOOT! Ohio State plays too, but at like 730 in the morning so no way am I getting up for that, just recording it and may watch it later.

Well, that's all for now. I hadn't updated in a while so I thought i'd poke my head in. :)